Just keep swimming, swimming, swimming

The clownfish needs an anemone that is not an enemy :)

Couple things I forgot to mention in my last entry:
Wynton Marsalis concert
Dinner with Natalie

Went to the Plymouth Ice Sculpture show with B Saturday... here's a piggy bank, a dragon, characters from Ratatouille (Little Chef, Linguini, Chef Skinner, Anton Ego), and the last one says "Cat I love you, marry me?" :) Cute huh?

Then B and I went to Pet Connections yesterday and bought the newest addition to his aquarium (his name is Jacob... he's a Firefish Goby that's about 2" long):

Because it's bottled up inside

I've started several entries throughout the holiday season, but mostly to rant about some of the life changing events that have been taking place. I keep having to retract my train of thought to make sure I'm not constantly ranting like a mad woman - a bad habit I've recently had pointed out to me repeatedly.

Anyway, lots of exciting things are happening:
Went to the Motorcycle show at the Rock Financial Showplace
Went to Windsor with Stephanie and had a blast
BGS and my new hobby of his saltwater biocube aquarium :)
Detroit Ignition soccer game tonight
North American International Auto Show coming up
Monster Jam also coming up
Tickets to a Detroit vs. Miami game that BGS got me for Christmas

I lent my camera to my mom so I didn't have one in my entire trip to MA and NY, so I'll have to post some cool Christmas and New Years pictures later after I get them from everybody.

What is this life for?

Lots of difficult decisions that are overdue, and I feel like there is no person I can depend to fall back on if all goes wrong.

This is my obsession

How can you tell me the way I should live my life?
I'm always second best to somebody else

The judgment that something is more important

"Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the judgment that something is more important than fear. The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all."

Three things that sum up my capacity:

1. I don't want to find myself in the same position (in this relationship) I just got out of from this previous relationship, and I'm afraid I am.

2. I'm doing terribly in school I've found myself beginning to lie about it to people so I don't have to hear myself say it out loud, meanwhile, (I don't know how) but I'm doing extrordinarily well at work.

3. I think I have grown an uncontrolable temper that unleashed through my parent's divorce and has continually caused me to hurt people I love the most.