A heart breaks in a heartbeat

Sometimes, I don't know how to express in words how I feel. I think clenching my fists and making a sound that comes out like "errrruuuuugggghhh" is an accurate and appropriate representation.

Separately, I am leaving for the airport in 3 hours and I realized, I didn't get to see a lot of people over break that I wanted to. Oops!

I was packing and shuffling through the pockets of one of my luggage bags, and found a long lost letter from an old flame. A beautiful poem he wrote to me about me. What sentiment. Thank God I found it too, because I was coincidentially thinking about it last night and sorting through some things in the closet looking for the letter!

Christmas was great - we went to the Suliots to eat delicious steak, veggie medlies, enormous crab legs the length of my arm, and oocha poocha (I don't know how to pronounce or spell it, but it is a dish from Brian's side of the family that he made for us and this is what everyone called it). Hopped in the hot tub (yes, outside), played Wii Fit with their kids, ate lots of pie... pure bliss.

Spending the holiday at home

I'm trying to put the holiday spirit on hold

...because I'm trying to focus on finishing this semester before I get too carried away with the upcoming holidays, but it's too late! Plus that have already been made:
- Going to the DSO with my mom
- Frankenmuth with the family and B
- Lunch with Lynda, who I haven't seen since this summer
- Dinner at Claude's (Eek!!!!!!)
- Dinner with Chris and Natalie to catch up
- Holiday dinner "with the fam" aka all our friends and their S.O.s
- Holiday party at Tom H's, which will be fun because it's all Ricardo people who don't know I'm B's "plus one" yet
- Ugly sweater party at Nicholas and Lauren's
- Lots of time with my hunny!

I've even got so many surprise gifts planned with different people about each other, it's been a challenge trying to keep them straight!

On a separate note, I don't know if I can last a week with this apartment with these roommates (not Britney though... I'll miss her). I have put up with too many stupid pig sty things... like toilet paper never being replaced and random toilet paper rolls sitting all over the bathroom. The garbage never being taken out, piles of garbage sitting next to the garbage can because no one has taken them out, falling asleep to Ginny singing her heart out at 2am... no more! I can't take it anymore!

Just gotta get through finals and a few more days...