It must be hard to be with me sometimes

Because I over think things repeatedly and I'm consistently inconsistent.

Just a correlation? Or a cause-and-effect situation?

I've come to conclude that even though I'm bored with my life but generally happy and keeping to myself, this is better for my grades and for trying to do well in school. In my life, when I have been outrageous, super involved with something that gives me great personal satisfaction, super social, and not always happy because I'm always in a lot of drama, I do really poorly in school. Just a few more years and I can go back to being that part of me.

We went to see Tyrone Wells

We had a great time at the concert but some random things happened. This old guy (probably late 40's) was hitting on these two women next to us. The women were probably in their late 30's or early 40's but they were both attractive and they were being polite to him when he came over. But then he got really weird and bought them a pitcher of beer (which they didn't drink) and he started sort of harassing them and trying to put his arm around one of them and one of the women was drawing attention to them because she was like "seriously, cut it out" kinda loud. So B and I were looking around us and everyone was kinda worried about it, so he inched us over to stand next to the women so that the guy was blocked and couldn't talk to them anymore. After the guy finally left, some other people were complimenting him because they were kind of worried too. It was kind of distracting but the concert was still good.

Lots and lots of kids

I've lately started watching Jon and Kate Plus 8 all the time on TV, so I was looking at the history of Jon and Kate online on the TLC website. Incase you haven't seen the show before, it is about two parents named Jon and Kate who have a set of twin girls who are 8 years old and sextuplets who are 3 1/2 years old (3 boys and 3 girls) who are absolutely adorable (and half Asian I think)! It's actually kind of sad their background story though - I guess Jon and Kate ended up both losing their jobs during Kate's pregnancy and still having to take care of the twins. So the show is sort of a way to make money.

Anyway, I find it really interesting to see how the parents keep everything under control while still getting to know each of their kids really well individually and having a bond with each of them individually.

Hahaha hehehe hardy har har

One thing I absolutely do love about B is his ability to see and point out the humor in situations. Keeps me giggling all the time :)

What about now? What about today?

I always say that relationships are not only about building each other up, but also being able to see things clearly for the other person when he/she cannot. And for the opposing person, having someone to trust when you can't see things clearly yourself.

But for once, I am tired of being pointed out all of the bad things about myself that someone else thinks. I'm trying to decide if that is worth the chance of having a relationship where we can build each other up.