This is my obsession

How can you tell me the way I should live my life?
I'm always second best to somebody else

The judgment that something is more important

"Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the judgment that something is more important than fear. The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all."

Three things that sum up my capacity:

1. I don't want to find myself in the same position (in this relationship) I just got out of from this previous relationship, and I'm afraid I am.

2. I'm doing terribly in school I've found myself beginning to lie about it to people so I don't have to hear myself say it out loud, meanwhile, (I don't know how) but I'm doing extrordinarily well at work.

3. I think I have grown an uncontrolable temper that unleashed through my parent's divorce and has continually caused me to hurt people I love the most.

It's good to be with you

Talking all night while the radio
Plays songs we love
We're dancing slow
It's good to be with you

Is the good life better than the life I live?

Claude's dinner party (part I - hahaha) was this past weekend. I had an absolute blast and finally got to meet his wife and 2/4 of his kids! And Claude has a gorgeous house! "Part I" included Catherine and Gary, Claude and Amy, and then me and BGS :) After an incredible dinner (Claude is also an amazing cook) we played pool, Wii, air hockey, LRC, foosball, watched SNL... I love him to bits and pieces :) And he has the sweetest wife!

Today, I found out my shoe has a hole in it. Now my toes are cold and wet and it is making me grumpy.

Finals went as well as they can go for me, which is not very well. I am terrible at studying and a master at procrastinating. I even got more satisfaction out of finishing this than finishing today's final exam.

More to come... lots on my mind.

Things that go VROOM

*Drool*