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^ Curtesy of Eaton VIP :)
^ You can't really see it, but this was a hottt color for a Cobra! It looked like an oil spill kind of thing.
^ Ow owww! Hot car! 'Cept the engine was kind of disappointing.
^ Jay Leno's car
^ Yeahh! Bosch and Ricardo baby!
^ Chrysler ME412, which Ricardo worked on ;)
^ Check out some info on this amazing car
^ 0 to 60 in 2.9 seconds, if I remember correctly
^ Definately super hot
^ New Jeep that's coming out in 2009
^ Back side
^ Party-ers we revved at
^ I wonder who this guy's head is that the girl is wearing
^ Nice :)
^ Mini-bar in the back of this Scion XB
^ Just some guy looking over at us
^ Chillin in the back
^ Burn it out!
^ I don't know if you can see it, but there's a rubber chicken hanging off the right door
^ Guy going "Wooooooo!"
^ Nice lookin' Scion
^ This guy looks over and goes "I'm only a 2.2!!" and I'm going, "It's okay, you look good going slow!"
^ This kid was like "I've got a Cobalt!" and I'm thinking, "K kid, you're riding a truck"
^ Party-ers
^ Guy flashing us - haha
^ Ice cream man
^ More of those "Woooooo!" guys
^ Some smiley kid and a girl yawning in the background
^ I kinda like that
^ Party-ers
^ Thumbs up, Ferrari
^ Chillin' in the back
^ Vertical doors, horizontal man :) JK, I swear I'm kidding!
^ Party-ers
Good weather, good food, good company, good times ;)
And I'm really sorry.I didn't know what to do when I got home so I showered and came to work, so here I am.
("Sunday Morning" - Maroon 5)This song makes me thing of ATL '05. We were flying home from nationals on a beautiful Sunday morning, exhausted, and I kept thinking of the line "Driving home on Sunday morning, and I never want to leave".
Yesterday it hit me that if I had a dad, I'd be consulting him with sooo many things right now. I try to never really think about the situation, but I'm not even going to pretend that I don't wish to have a father figure around (other than Jay who I haven't talked to in months).I almost forgot that this Saturday is the Woodward Dream Cruise that D and I are going to. Curtesy of Eaton :) VIP food, parking, and etc. Hopefully the weather will be nice and it will be a blast.Had dinner with Winky yesterday since she just got back to Hong Kong and is leaving for GVSU next week. Tonight or tomorrow, I might see Colleen before she also goes back to GVSU. To add to the list, all the co-ops, Yvonne, my brother, and some other random old friends are all leaving soon too.
I hate when people leave.
I think about whatever is currently bothering me, then I stop and realize it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter because no extra people in poverty or no starving children are ever going to be helped or fed because I'm sitting here worrying about something that means nothing, really. It's just excess drama.
But then I never solve anything.
Or on the flip side, I freak out about something that is nothing and think of every possible outcome to try to prepare for anything that might happen. I waste time worrying and then become so shaken from all the worrying that the problem isn't even what's really the problem anymore.
I need to figure out how to balance myself. I also need to figure out what I want/need/don't want/don't need.
The last 3 days have been the most crazy emotional rollercoaster I've been through in forever.
Yesterday while at work, Kyle called to tell me he was leaving today (at 2am) to drive back to KS. So I went to see him in the evening and it was weird for me. Not talking with him or seeing him but packing and hearing about how he's leaving Michigan again. And it felt like the first time he left when we tried to stay together. I don't know why but I started crying and this morning I woke up with puffy eyes again.
I think I have a problem. I think I don't know how to be alone.
Today on the way to work, while listening to his "Stripped" CD, I realized that almost all of Gavin DeGraw's songs cover every situation you could be in in a relationship.
Belief - defending your relationship through love
I Don't Wanna Be - doing what you can to be yourself
Nice to Meet You Anyway - meeting someone while you're in a relationship
Crush - chasing someone you have a crush on
Just Friends - getting cheated on in a relationship and trying to forgive
Follow Through - commiting to a relationship that's getting started up
More Than Anyone - deep love in a relationship
Meaning - deep love in a relationship and standing up for the other person
Change is Gonna Come - believing there's something better for you out there
Sooo which one are you in?
^ Curtesy of Eaton VIP :)
^ You can't really see it, but this was a hottt color for a Cobra! It looked like an oil spill kind of thing.
^ Ow owww! Hot car! 'Cept the engine was kind of disappointing.
^ Jay Leno's car
^ Yeahh! Bosch and Ricardo baby!
^ Chrysler ME412, which Ricardo worked on ;)
^ Check out some info on this amazing car
^ 0 to 60 in 2.9 seconds, if I remember correctly
^ Definately super hot
^ New Jeep that's coming out in 2009
^ Back side
^ Party-ers we revved at
^ I wonder who this guy's head is that the girl is wearing
^ Nice :)
^ Mini-bar in the back of this Scion XB
^ Just some guy looking over at us
^ Chillin in the back
^ Burn it out!
^ I don't know if you can see it, but there's a rubber chicken hanging off the right door
^ Guy going "Wooooooo!"
^ Nice lookin' Scion
^ This guy looks over and goes "I'm only a 2.2!!" and I'm going, "It's okay, you look good going slow!"
^ This kid was like "I've got a Cobalt!" and I'm thinking, "K kid, you're riding a truck"
^ Party-ers
^ Guy flashing us - haha
^ Ice cream man
^ More of those "Woooooo!" guys
^ Some smiley kid and a girl yawning in the background
^ I kinda like that
^ Party-ers
^ Thumbs up, Ferrari
^ Chillin' in the back
^ Vertical doors, horizontal man :) JK, I swear I'm kidding!
^ Party-ers
Good weather, good food, good company, good times ;)
