"The first few weeks of school have been a little more difficult than I thought they would be," is what I've been telling everyone who asks how this transition is going for me. But the truth is that this past month has been extremely difficult... harder than my most dramatic days at Ricardo (I know it's hard to believe!) I'm pretty sure I called Bryan crying at the end of every day for at least two weeks straight, and I've can't remember ever feeling so all-around defeated in a long time! A few positive changes happened this past weekend that have lightened up my schedule and a few worries I have going on, so I think this week has been pretty good so far.
On a positive note, I started thinking these last couple days about how this transition has affected my relationship with Bryan. Taking into account the weird/freaked-out phase we went through right before England, the time that I was in England, the few days I was back, and then being away this past month, it's not only brought a load of new challenges to my life but to our relationship too. But I am incredibly amazed at how much I think our relationship has also transformed throughout these experiences so far, he's been the most incredibly supportive boyfriend I could ever image, and I am in love with him more than I can ever explain! I am the luckiest girl on earth!
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