Thursday, November 16, 2006

Jazzy fizzle fizzle fizzle

I got up at 7:30 this morning to meet my MIS group at 8:30 at school today. Needless to say, I am in no way a morning person. Or I guess I should say I am in no way a wake up person, because if I have slept a lot the night before (I'm talking about more than the average person's "a lot"), I wake up at any time of that morning just fine.

Well when I got there, late, only 1/4 people in our group had shown up. We talked for 15 minutes before she decided she might as well use the extra time to do something for some class, so she left. This gave me over 2 hours before my first class.

By the time I walked back to my car, I was completely drenched in rain. My crummy shoes that have huge holes in their soles from dragging my feet obviously didn't stop water from soaking my socks when I stepped in puddles either.

We still haven't gotten back our exams in math like she has been promising, our usual Thursday's lunch group scattered, and I'm really drowsy from waking up earlier than usual.

What's funny is, none of this is bothering me. What is really bothering me is I have lists of things in my head that I want to get out. I have lists of things in my head I wish so badly I could sit down and talk to a close someone with a sound mind and sort through. Tempted to call D, it'd only prove to me that I really can't handle things by myself.

1 comment:

Tracy said...

Re: that last paragraph, I totally know how you're feeling. There are certain things that you want to air out to someone who already knows you - someone you don't have to explain yourself to. I'm kinda in the same situation right now - stay strong and don't give in!

Look forward to seeing you over break. If you want to talk or go out for coffee during that weekend as well, don't hesitate. I know I won't exact be the support you're looking for, but I just want to let you know I'm available. =)