Sunday, January 25, 2009

What does all this stuff mean anyway?

I've had several dreams these last few nights in which all of them are about trying to talk to B and him refusing to talk to me. In one of the dreams, he even said something like "I'm not going to do this with you right now," when I asked him why he wouldn't talk to me.

I had a dream I was studying in a library but was too distracted to study, so I kept getting up to go to the bathroom, get food, and look for more books. I noticed an old flame of mine sprawled out on the ground in front of the door reading a book and chatting with a gorgeous blonde girl, and I didn't know how to leave the library without bumping into him and making it seem like I meant to walk over there.

I had the weirdest dream that I was walking around an old church I went to when I was little and I kept walking from room to room looking for someone while I was chewing bubble gum. I walked up to an old family friend, and for some reason, I was afraid she would know I was chewing gum so I slowly chewed off small pieces in my mouth and swallowed each little piece until it was all gone. I sort of half woke up realize that I was making a chewing motion while I was sleeping, and then I fell back asleep.

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