I swear I never meant to let it die

Well, here I am again. Single. Oh wait a sec, what am I saying, I haven't been single in years. Ha.

I've been scrubbing this blog clean for the last few days to get ready to make it public again. Yeah I've been a little bit bitter, I think, so it was worthwhile to take the blog off line. Plus this is something to channel all of my energy into :)

A lot has been going on - work is keeping me pretty busy and I've been spending a bit of time with some new friends from work in Ann Arbor, which has been real awesome. Something new, you know? Thing only thing is that I am once again the baby of the group and just so happen to be the only one under 21 :( But I'm getting used to thinking about this ahead of time so I don't keep bogging people down.

At the Ann Arbor Art Fair I went to a few weeks back, we watched Tyrone Wells in concert. It was the first I'd heard of him but I bought the CD online :) His song "Sea Breeze" has got to be the most romantic song I've ever heard, hands down. I also really like "No Good Without You".

I spent the evening with CE, BGS, DB, and his girlfriend EL moving the guys into their new condo. I didn't wallow as much as I thought I would today. As a matter of fact, I had a lot of fun and it definitely took my mind off of everything. But here I am again at home, listening to sappy love songs, and feeling a bit of the break up aftermath. And I was just thinking of everything we've been planning: Cedar Point, Chinese classes, Catherine's wedding reception (which I RSVP'd for for him to come as my date already), Zoo Day, our talks about the Chicago trip, Sushi House... And I guess this also means no reunion of our gang this year, which upsets me.

I don't know if this was the right decision because I love and care so much about him, but I just can't handle a relationship anymore.