Thursday, April 19, 2007

More than complicated

I don't really want to deal with the pressures of a relationship anymore, but
I enjoy his companionship and he is my best friend.

I am afraid that if the next big decision I make isn't one that gives me a chance to move, get away from away, and flee from my problems, I'll get pushed over the edge.

I am scared of making a decision to improve how unhappy I am because I'm afraid I will realize there's no one who will be strong enough to carry me if I fall.

My brother told me some really discerning things on the phone that made me cry in a heartbeat. It only proves my theory true - that the three of us are so disconnected, everyone would probably be more relieved if we weren't obligated to stick together.

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