I really lost it yesterday when I plopped down on D's couch and realized what kind of a week it had been. Machining through this past week and working every extra hour I had in my life on this Draft for John (plus checking on Brent's spaghetti code), I'm pretty frustrated with myself that the quality of my work is not my best. And sitting half awake in school bored to death (except for Psych and math) makes it that much more upsetting to know I have the time to work but don't have the opportunity. I'm upset because I feel like I spent every last ounce of energy trying to make my work deadlines and balance what's left of school, and the time was still not enough to accomplish things as well as my original standards had been. I'm pretty upset with myself.I woke up at 6am today to find cramp pains exploding inside of me (sorry if this subject bothers you boys, but you probably don't understand anyway). I dragged myself out of bed to find one of those therma-heat things I bought, slapped one on, and fell back asleep. At 11am, I went with my mom to this kitchen interior design workshop. It was actually really informative and I love the idea that my mom and I are going to be able to do all this remodeling every step of the way - that is, if we end up in the original condo we had planned. It's amazing what you don't know notice about kitches: the toe-kicks, the crowning above your cabinets, the angle of your counters, the height between your counter and the cabinets above...
Then a late lunch with Natalie at Olga's where we discussed Prisonbreak, relationships, and dresses. I love this girl and I we need to hang out more often!
Tonight: I don't know. I have so much going on but I'm still irritable from the week's results. I'll probably end up going to D's and watching a movie until we're half awake, but I kind of feel like dressing up and going out. Oh well.
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